please don't read the below thank you.
its as if i have no one to talk to so i shall talk to myself.
the past few months have been a experience i'll never forget for quite a long time.i've had fun and times of pain and sadness.
dance
restless has changed me in many ways. okayokay lets start with body.damnit has made my whole body all soft and now i have developed a stomach and i feel whole lot weaker too.no more stamina and all that bullshit.
okay secondly, i have made new friends, girls, boys and even gays.yes a very wide spectrum they all come from.different vibes of life.at first i couldn't and i refused to adapt to them but oh well as the saying goes birds of a feather flock together so i've also gotten abit well you know la i don't wanna say.lets just say i've been getting abit soft with people.so now that restless is over its time to get back that aggressive side of me so i'll be pounding some ass next year when polo season comes RAWR!
thirdly, well my principles are all screwed up cause obviously i have broken some of my own rules and well for those who know, know la.but those who don't know well ahahahaha.and well i don't like it now but lets see if i will like it in the future.
hahahaha wooohooooooooo waterpolo dance swimming studies lalalala where's God? ): i'll find you Lord bring me back from my grave.
your love is amazing steady and unchanging
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